Friday, August 12, 2011
Would you consider me different/weird or " completley normal"?
i have Asperger's Syndrome and ocd and i am a 21 year old male, i was diagnosed with both conditions at the age of 13! so i have many many rituals i do everyday, i get drunk alone mostly and drunk alone mostly, i enjoy getting drunk and drinking alone more anyways! i like to laugh uncontrollably everyday and drive around laughing everyday alone in my truck, and when in my basement if i hear my parents talk i cover my ears when im doing a ritual and make noises and stuff like that and i would say MOST thoughts that run through my head are abnormal than normal hahahaha! for someone with asperger's i consider myself not really that smart maybe average intelligence and i am horrible at math and science, and love reading and writing! in some ways i think im like sheldon from the big bang theory mostly with rituals and social skills which he doesn't have but i dont care about science or academics i care MORE about hockey, rodeo, country music and alcohol and getting drunk! i also see myself being a lifelong bachelor, i also do many rituals in sets of 4's, and i flap my wrists sometimes when im talking to someone and i smile and laugh for no reason and i love staring blankly and looking emotionless either emotionless or smiling and laughing for me! hahaha! i also secretly drink a lot and hate being sober! i picture myself being single FOR LIFE! =]:) im not very social but i do like and respect my acquaintances! =]:) i like the idea of weird or abnormal over normal it seems boring hahaha i also like to try to think of weird things and laugh out loud uncontrollably! i also like to hang out in dark rooms alone and laugh in dark rooms alone hahaha! and my mom and dad have referred to me as different and strange and my acquaintances! never really bothered me tbh! i also with my ocd do random things and behave like im isolated and when im driving and i hit a bump i think i hit a person and have to look back and drive back and i also look to see if someones in a chair in another room and have to look ten times or more i stillthink someones there and i sleep in wrangler jeans and Cowboy boots! whether im drunk or sober hahaha! i HATE being sober for long periods of time to! hahahaha! some people have called me crazy before to hahahaha, i felt ually when the opposite said that to me hahahaha or if they look at me funny so long story short i have done lots of strange things and been alone lots so am i "Normal" or "Abnormal" or both? hahahaha! =]:) i also drink to get drunk!
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